Tomorrow Makes Five

Hello friends!

I thought I would give you a little update on my quest to give up sugar.  The verdict is pretty darn good!  Since I last wrote about it (five weeks ago tomorrow), I have had a bite of chocolate, a bite of peanut brittle, and in a far weaker moment, a slice of peach pie.  However, as karma and my conscience would have it, the pie was not so good.  The peaches were hard and the crust not up to snuff.  Even as I ordered it, I thought, “What are you doing?”  Life teaches us the way.

I think I told you that I had given up sugar before, even going for eight weeks once.  Those times, however, it was with a particular end date or goal in sight, then I could have more.  This time, I hope to just let it go.  I am actually quite surprised at how easy it feels.  It used to be that I would get a craving and fight, fight, fight it.  Then I would set a time limit.  Okay, Colleen, you think you want it now, so why not wait an hour or two and see what happens?  I’ll tell ya – when the inner timer went off, I scrambled to the kitchen to make cookies, a cake, a pie, or sometimes, when we were out of the usual ingredients, a weird concoction only an addict would enjoy.

I wish I could say exactly what button has been pressed to make me lose the obsessive feeling, but I can’t.  Now, I am enjoying fruit – fresh or dried, and when I feel a little more desperate, which thankfully isn’t that often, a glass of chocolate hemp milk (I’m also consuming very little dairy) sweetened with agave nectar or brown rice syrup.  Just in case you are wondering, I haven’t replaced the sugar with artificial sweeteners either.  For one, the ingredients terrify me – chlorinated sugar?  Um, no thanks.  Two, I’ve never liked the taste, so in the foods where I used to sprinkle sugar, like my morning bowl of grains, I use a little agave and some sort of fruit – my current favorite is dried blueberry.  Yum.

I really like the ripple effect of this change.  I know I’m doing something good for my body.  I’ve lost weight, feel stronger, have more energy, and feel that my usual effervescence and love for creation is heightened.  I sleep less without feeling groggy or crabby.  The best part, however, is not having the feeling that I am missing something.  I have all I need, and that includes you, my blog friends.  Thanks for sharing the journey.

XO –

Colleen

3 comments

  1. sarah’s avatar

    GREAT JOB!!! A hard commitment to make.

  2. Mom’s avatar

    Good for you! It is not always an easy thing to let go of those things we love so much that have a deep hold on us. I am proud of you that you have taken this on and come out on top!! I should try the same. It would do me good, I know.

    xo Mom

  3. Colleen’s avatar

    Congratulations!! You are doing so great : ) I recently gave up soda for Lent and am having some anxiety because the end date is in sight and I will no longer have the no soda “rule” to keep me away from it. I too feel so much better and see positive changes in my life… I just hope my will power can push me past the end date and into a new habit/permanent way of life. Thanks for letting us share your journey.

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